the Tiffany lamp

How about this for a change, a little self-indulgence…I know, even I laughed. Consider this more of a self loathing, not feeling your worth, feeling very inadequate to others needs or expectations…all in all, I feel like shit; afraid to do or say anything wrong, and just as afraid not to do them either. To be honest what I feel like right now is one of those expensive Tiffany lamps, that someone would just rather walk in the dark rather than replace the bulb. It is really shameful if you think about; why would someone spend all that money or time to make that money and let this piece of work sit without achieving it’s very reason for being because of a burnt out light bulb? Just thoughts now, but who knows maybe a painting.